clasp these disjoint fingers and ligaments into one joint union and let me sink like sand around you let me become dissolved and disappear, let me become the air you breath so i cannot be struck let me drown in you let me in through your skin perhaps i will be safe as the atoms of your bones perhaps i can die here and instead become the trees which then are the air which then enters your lungs atomize me, then i am safe but till then i'd be anywhere but here